DON’T BLAME THE MESSENGER…

Our marriage has reached a stage where all I can do is wait. Not for anything specific, at least not for anything specific that I’m at present prepared to divulge, but because the situation for both Leaf and I has no immediate resolution. 

So far, after the operation, he’s doing well, although I have not been able to visit. It has been six weeks since the ‘normal’ half-hour visiting ‘maskerade’ has been allowed. The three times I have seen him have been fleeting, although the last time, just before his operation, I was allowed to spend a little time with him. Just in case….?

I try to call him approximately every other day but have only had two even halfway comforting conversations with him. The other times he refuses to speak to me because he can’t cope with the background noise in the ward particularly around the nurses station. I would feel the same, it’s very frustrating trying to talk to someone on the phone with people chatting and laughing in the background. I will just have to keep on trying. It’s very disheartening. 

There is no doubt that, apart from the deeper level, subcutaneously, my emotions are delicate and there are times when they insist on surfacing, normally involuntarily. I can easily erupt if someone says something hurtful (intentionally or otherwise). I’m thin-skinned emotionally these days, so am keeping myself to myself more than usual. Spiritually and in other ways, I feel strong.

As readers will have gathered, I don’t buy into the official narrative that has been imposed upon us for the last year. I was suspicious right from the start. Maybe because, encouraged by my dad, I have always been interested and aware of how ‘the underworld wags’ and who is running the show and whether they’re good or bad for humanity. The line in the sand is very clear for me. The thing is, most of us, and I do include myself in this, have become so used to how those in charge run our lives, that it’s easy not to allow ourselves to think about the rightness or wrongness of their control over us. However, those questions have now surfaced bigtime and we’re having to decide which side we’re on. If necessary, are we prepared to ‘re-set our moral compass’ as CW, friend of truth seekers, puts it? Do we believe our rulers have our best interests at heart or do we not? In computer speak, are they white hats or black hats? It’s as simple and well-defined as that to me and if the answer is that they’re black hats, then what are we prepared to do about it? Assuming we don’t want to ally ourselves to them!

Increasingly, as I get older and more confident, I’ve realised that there’s nothing unacceptable about having an opinion and stating it. About telling others what we believe is the truth. However, it has frequently landed me in an uncomfortable position. Many people don’t want to hear an opinion if it differs from theirs. How they would do in a debating society, I don’t know!! Healthy debate without insulting language or insinuation seems to be very difficult these days. I and many other truth seekers, have felt it’s right to pass on the information we’ve gleaned with the intention of giving friends and family opposing or different points of view to mull over. Points of view they might not normally have access to, or rather wouldn’t know where to find. We feel it’s beneficial to consider other angles. However … 

As with Brexit, Covid 19 has brought out some vitriol at the extreme end or downright rudeness at the other. Those of us who are on board with a comprehensive world view gleaned from extensive research across a range of ‘open’ sources, do not engage in telling those whose opinions clearly come exclusively from the mainstream media and publications just what we think of them – bearing in mind that these depend on major funding from foundations, corporations and individuals with agendas. We’re laughed at, sometimes even sneered at, and challenged in a way that infers we’re gullible and naïve. Often we’re expected to put up with being called ‘conspiracy theorists’. People seem to think it’s clever to trot out that hackneyed expression. If the word ‘conspiracy’ must be used, then conspiracy analysts or realists would be more to the point.  

Frankly, if I weren’t the type of person who tries to be pleasant to people, I would thoroughly enjoy saying what I really think. I know I’m passionate and can get excited about some info I want to share, but I don’t believe I’m ever rude and certainly don’t put others down for their ‘received opinions’. 

So what is all this leading up to? 

This morning I received two links, both from people I respect hugely. Both saying pretty much the same thing. The news is NOT GOOD. Readers may, as is often the case, decide not to check it out – after all, it will likely be uncomfortable and maybe they won’t want to hear it. Nonetheless, this is possibly the most important news, from one of the highest authorities in the field, that we have learned on the subject of the CV vaccine. Information that not only affects those who’ve had it, but also those who haven’t, and I don’t mean restrictions on our activities or ‘passports’. We can lapse back into cognitive dissonance (epidemic in the US apparently) or we can sit up and take serious notice. I can’t put it any more strongly. 

To end on a down note would not be appropriate, there is hope, but we have to get moving as fast as we can and concentrate on boosting our flagging immune systems which, incidentally, have been seriously damaged by just about everything that has been imposed upon us since the ‘pandemic’ struck. There are masses of sites online to help us. Getting rid fear is a prerequisite, by the way. Fear not only depletes our immunity but puts us generally in a very damaging place and, as many will have heard – Fear is the absence of Love, something we’re all in need of, particularly at the moment.

To go in the deep end – and please bear with this one, the strongest stuff comes at the end.

A COMING COVID CATASTROPHE – BY DR GEERT VANDEN BOSSCHE VIA THE HIGHWIRE WITH DEL BIGTREE

And giving Dr Vernon Coleman his no-holds-barred say!

Also, from his website – How Many People Are the Vaccines Killing?

The site he referred to was – INFORMED CONSENT DISCLOSURE TO VACCINE TRIAL SUBJETS OF RISK OF COVID-19 VACCINES WORSENING CLINICAL DISEASE (National Centre for Biotechnology Information. Pub.Med.gov)